my biggest fear in life is not being able to stay put for the memorable things, I feel like Ill never be able to relax or stop to settle down in the future when Im 40. I have to keep going. I dont ever see myself sitting still.And now Im about to leave high school and it makes me see a stopping point of something, but rather than see that Id rather see a reflection point and then an explosion into my future. Ive got the power to go the distance. I dont want to forget what Ive learned here these friends, this life and it kind of feels like this might be as good as it gets but Ive been assured that it gets much better. It feels like someone is taking the page Ive written on for four years and erased everything on it and given it back to me to write on, and I dont know what to write. If youre one of the few people reading this then take your Senior year and soak it in, dont waste any of it, do everything. I started this Xanga at the beginning of my years at Riverdale and Ill end it when my time at RHS ends as it has been an escape. The title seems appropriate for the occasion "Everything that has a Beginning, has an End" I might rename if I decide to come back to Xanga during the future. A Senior once told me when I was a Junior to take my Senior year and make it something great and "NOT TO HOLD NOTHIN BACK" now you do have a future so dont do anything stupid, but Im telling anyone out there listening Dont Hold Anything BACK! This Xanga has been with me from my first years at RHS, through my Hospital stay during my Junior year, and now at the end run through High School, I hope these words help at least one person. Theres so much I left behind

Goodbye Xanga,

                               Brookshire

Like a Rose, Trampled on the ground you took the fall and thought of me Above All.

Any creditable scientist would know the percentage of us being here Spontaneously, thats what makes the rest unreliable.